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bleedin_is_fun
09 September 2005 @ 09:59 am
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well everything in my life is in place ive got my friends back and im talking to someone new and soon ill be back at silas and thats what ive wanted for so long. I havent been this happy since well u no (since him) but hey im great rite now and hopefully that wont change when i get there and see him. But like an old friend once said to me dont dwell on what u had but on what you got!
 
 
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bleedin_is_fun
25 August 2005 @ 09:40 am
well I quit cheerleading and to me thats good. I will be so happy when I get to go back to silas. The game friday is gonna be so much dun. To me silas is gonna stomp Butler. At heart I'm still a Indian even if Im at butler! Well I miss my friends so much. Being at butler as made me realized that you really can't take your friends for granted cuz when your gone they'll forget all about you. I just glad that the friends I thought were my real friends turned out to be my real friends.


FOR THOSE WHO STOOD BY ME IN MY TIME OF CRISIS AND OF JOY. THANK YOU AND THIS JOURNAL IS TO YOU AND REMEMBER FOR ALL THOSE TIMES YOU LOVED ME AND LET ME KNOW. I LOVE YOU TWICE AS MUCH!!!!
 
 
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bleedin_is_fun
24 June 2005 @ 10:26 am
I am so excited!!! Monday we go to camp at UA and I can't wait. Cheerleading is so great for me I mean I love it. I never seemed so relaxed and fitting with something else. And all my friends from Silas are so supportive of me even though it's at another high school (tecnicalyy their arch revial). I'm so lucky to have such great friends who support me no matter what. I LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!!
 
 
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Current Music: Don't Cha By Pussy Cat Dolls
 
 
bleedin_is_fun
23 June 2005 @ 10:08 am
since about a week ago Justin and me have became really great friends I mean we started talkin and now my longin to be with him is so over I just want him as a friend nothing more. I think of everything that I've been through with him and I don't see how we make this friendship work but I'm glad we do cuz I kinda wouldn't be the same with out his comment on things now.
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Current Music: nobody by Keith Sweat
 
 
bleedin_is_fun
01 June 2005 @ 10:55 am
It seems so wierd, all of it. How can it seem so long ago when it's just a couple months. Everything seems old and worn out. How can my love for him seem old and worn out. That is something I never want. He's with this girl and I know he likes her but I also know he loves me. I just wish I could make him see that we belong together. Everything that we have been through and now all we have left is memories of our time. We need more then memories, we need each other. I know that we had problems but they never were to tough for us to get through, so that shows everthing right there. We made it till I lied, why did I lie. He was my world and I had to fuck it up. If only I could fix that. Turn back time, something, anything, just to get him back. I just don't what to do.
 
 
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